Focusing On Myself Helped Me Become a Goddess
I have known Alex since I was a child. We both grew up overseas and our parents worked together. We hung out as kids and his older brother is a good friend of mine. Alex is younger than me by 4.5 years. As we got older our paths separated and we both went away for University, careers, marriages. Even if our paths hadn’t crossed for a long time, we always knew of the whereabouts of each other thanks to the great friendship our parents shared.
Anyway, seven years ago thanks to Facebook our paths met up. Of course now I can say it was meant to be. No one comes into our lives without a reason.
Being attracted to each other and our special life long bond after we reconnected on Facebook we decided to meet up. It was the best day ever! After that day we shared a very intense year-long love affair. We tried to stay together but I was unhappy and so was he. He tried controlling me, my life, movements and I walked away unhappy, sad and with lots of pain.
We kept in touch and saw each other every now and then but it always ended in a negative way. At that point I took my life in my hands and started searching for what I needed to move on, break away from the standard living and expectations of others. I started putting my needs and desires first. I joined the Velvet Tent which was led by Kristin Morelli and her Red Tent Revival that stirred inside of me the power and desire to change, to reach out for more. So I checked the internet, started meditation and working on me and what I wanted for myself.
I have always been an assertive, smart woman. As Alex says, whatever I start, I finish well. This is true!
Anyway the distance and my focusing on myself changed me and allowed me to become the powerful Goddess I am. Alex liked the change. He has always been my LOVE and I know we belong together so I started seducing him slowly and with determination. He then admitted that he always wanted a powerful women who he could serve, he just wasn’t sure I was willing. This of course is because we started slowly opening up our hearts to each other and telling each or what we really wanted.
Now as time passes and we are slowly moving back into becoming a couple. It is magic, sexy and so nice to be served. He allows me to freely express myself and grow and I give him the guidance he needs to led a better life.
Conquer Him helped me to start to understand what I wanted and what I was truly looking for. I came across this website by chance. Although sometimes I really don’t think it was by chance. Conquer Him has guided me into a world I knew little about and it has given me useful and correct information and enlightened me. I read every story and followed much advice you gave. I truly believe that living with Alex in a FLR is what is best for us even if each expresses our kinks. We see our kinks as sexy games that spice up our relationship and we both understand that even without them we would be a happy couple. I am happy, satisfied and so very pleased with my life and the direction I am going in.